December 2009
3 posts
- Now -
Pointing left, switch to right
Tilting left, lean to right
Pushing left, back to right
Reaching out into the shattered illusion around me I know that once things were supposed to be. No longer feel the presence of my existent, but a mere faint sound of silence. All the eyes can see is so deceiving, all the ears can hear is so disbelieving, since when the reality has emerge to such an...
Fright
Dark empty spaces all around me. I hate this a Lot. Being here, being surrounded by the sound of silence with no escape. I’m home with the one person that I want to be with, yet somehow I feel all lost and alone as I could ever be. When I was far away, thousand miles apart, a single text, a simple phone call and I’m whole again. Now just a breath away from him, but yet It feels like a...
- Deceptions -
People always say ignorance is a blessing in disguise and yet many of us keeps searching for the answers that will tear us apart regardless of the price we will have to pay. Somewhere along the line we lose focus of our needs and we lean toward the fantasies that’s so far out of reach and the make-believe that it will make us the person we want to be so badly, yet we often forget we are who...
November 2009
4 posts
Maze
Ever walk in a maze before and keeps hoping your next turn will lead you out to the right way? I never have the chance and probably never want to try to get out of a maze just because I don’t think I like to challenge myself that way at all. Even a straight path in front of me can sometimes be as challenging as any maze can be, don’t really have to put myself in a maze to feel that...
Leave me out with the waste This is not what...
- Chapter 1 -
A new chapter of my life is about to open and to be written all over again. Who says we can’t start a new life, and make a new beginning when the mood strikes. Life goes on as it’s always been and I’m about to write this new chapter with..different eyes. Everyday is a blank page for those who’s willing to take a chance and write their own way through life and be free as...
Illusions
We have discovered what we want and have in life and yet always yearning for that something so far out of reach because it offers us a little bit of sense of chasing and something to thrive for. When we were younger, many told us to reach for the stars, to believe it’s all fair in life as long as we’re true to ourselves..but so many things left unsaid just because they expect us to...